Oh my.
Life just keeps becoming more and more complicated. I have a friend who says that nothing is complicated, we just say that it is as an excuse for not doing what is right. I don't know if that's my problem, maybe I'm just afraid of making decisions. Well, ok, I am afraid of making decisions, but this is a little different... it's complicated... heh heh...
There are so many places that I could go. Everyday brings myriads of decisions that could put me in any number of places just a few short years from now. Tomorrow is coming. It's coming today.
And it's freakin' scaring me out of my mind.
Everyday my mind swings in a different direction. Yesterday I thought I'd made my mind up, I thought that I was ok with the decisions I've been making. But today I'm not so sure. Tomorrow, or even tonight, I'll be fine, in fact, I'll be excited about everything.
And then I won't be so sure again...
*sigh*
So if tomorrow starts today, well, I guess you could see why I''m so nervous about today...
*sigh*
Well this post had no real point...
Samia
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