You need to be brave enough to forget who you are in order to find out who you can become.

"Mommy's a retard" My mother just said. But thats okay 'cause I've decided that I'm an idiot. And its not a joke. I really am. But if I were to reasonablly look at the situation I would find that most people are. Idiots, I mean. Its so stupid how people, myself included, never seem to learn from their mistakes. Any kind of mistakes, from tripping on a pantleg to not thinking before one speaks. Idiots. We're all a bunch of bloomin' idiots. And it'll never change. If men never grow up, than women must be degenerating. Our whole world is falling apart.
But I suppose that you could say that our world is sick, not dead, so there is some hope, however minut it may be.
But that quote; "You need to be brave enough to forget who you are in order to find out who you can become." I want so badly to forget myself. It would truly be the nicest thing. Amnesia. That would be nice. To start over on a completely new slate and have my whole self in front of me to discover. I wonder where I would start. Or would I? Would I still be myself, or is this even myself? I feel like a charactor in some cartoon, I never change, even though I try so hard. Its the same story every time. And it gets boring after a while.
And now I've rambled on when I ought to have gone to bed. Friends please keep me accountable! My bedtime is now at eight thirty (and I'm not joking). Seeing that it is nine o'clock, I'm now off to bed...
Goodnight!
Samia