I am a couch potatoe.
There I said it. I hardly get any exercise and I'm very lazy.
Yes, I have talent. Yes, I have "a sport". And yes, genetically I am very athletic. But that is not enough.
I am so sick of reading what I write. I write all these great and wonderful things of myself, but I can't live up to any of them! I look at myself in the mirror and say, "Today is a new day, today I will change." But I never do!
"If you don't take control of your life, don't complain when someone else does." I don't complain, but I'm disallusioned as to who I really am. And it sucks!
Yet somehow I feel as if I've been here before, confessing to myself the error of my way. I really don't like circles.
I want to be the hardest worker anybody could ever be. I want to do what is right the whole way through. I want to live up to what I think of myself. I want to be strong, be brave, and never give up. But what will change me to make me that person? I am the guy that says, "oh, I need a break, I never get breaks." but I am always saying that, always using that excuse.
Tomarrow is Sunday. People say that good things happen on Sunday. But do they happen to me?
I wish I had...No! I do have a friend that is right beside me the whole way. A friend who supports me, and encourages me. A friend who tells me the truth when I'm being lazy and good for nothing. I do have a friend in Jesus Christ, but why, oh, why don't I listen to him?
He is the voice of truth, and right now I need truth more than anything, so why can't I hear Him?
I have no cunclusion for this dreadful topic of discussion... Well, I do, but I know that it is impossible to get myself to act on it... What shall become of me?
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